My son-year-old

 October 26, four years ago at 23:00 on October 26th, I was alone waiting in the corridor outside the maternity ward. Late autumn night, are becoming cool, dark silence, no sound.
When the nurse told I, my wife birth to a son, I know what to do, and those who bear the joy with the wife of Xu danger gone. It was a night of suffering, the second time I am the kind of deep despair and helplessness, the first shed his childhood in the earthquake, but when I can sleep in panic fear, waiting for the beautiful rainbow after the storm, and this time I could not sleep, I can only sober face fears.
I have never been afraid of death, but that moment, I am really scared.'s wife seems to always not be out of danger, from midnight to early morning, there have been a doctor came hurriedly, rushed into the delivery room door that door. door that seemed to cut off the glass doors of old and new, between life and death.
hold when the newborn into the ward by the nurses, I saw a young life. that young lives seem so helpless, no help was heartbreaking.
all over. Yes, the rising sun, The Sun Also Rises. When Oct. 27 in the morning floating down the window frames in the ward corridor, the wife finally safe and sound out. days After that, we once again faced with the suffering of life can not be expected, but when the sun rises, everything is gone again. from the maternity ward to the pediatric wards, day by day I'm counting the days, I believe that time will solve everything problem, all the suffering end of the day there.
wife before the birth the child has not yet been urging me to give child's name, I do not know the men refused. named is a very difficult thing, there is simply no way to think of . in the pediatric ward bed to accompany a morning, the skies are clear, stand in the hall, through the window, I can stretch far under the sun beheld the Western Hills. Hill is the deep, and it is magnificent. that moment, I think Perhaps the son's name in word should have a mountain.
time lapse of four years and over, today, this once so young and helpless life has grown into a naughty little boy. He likes construction machinery, like aircraft , like candy, like holding a little girl dancing like a deer eat the leaves, like the children to the kindergarten about his favorite recipes, but also like to steal the residual liquor to drink my cup.
elders like Yi Li telling him that his life is good. I do not know divination, but I believe his life is good, there are so many good people care, there are so many blessings of the elders, he had no reason life is not good.
I just hope he can slowly grow up like this forever, free, free.